Loving You

Loving you was indeed difficult,
But your entry was, as if an occult,
Sometimes I feel am stupid, idiot and crazy,
To be still in love after rejection is not that easy,
At the inception itself, I knew that,
it was not a good idea,
I tried to stop myself, but couldn't,
hope you would have understood my dilemma,
The thought that for you am a forgotten chapter,
defeats me,
Hope could have told you that you are the last chapter,
that completes me.

Loving you was indeed difficult,
Coz at its initiation I knew the result,
I never knew when I changed,
I found my true self which I had kept chained,
I wanted to believe in the relation which I considered sin,
I wanted to believe the institution I never believed in,
I wanted to tie the knot with you,
I wanted to spend the whole life fighting with you.

But every story doesn't have a happy ending,
And for this birth my love story remains pending,
Time and tide can't change my feelings for you,
Despite being a nobody in your life and forgotten endeavor,
I will be in love with you forever.