Tuesday, January 17, 2012

some of my shayriz.......

1) mahakti sham ho tum,ek ankahi kahani ho tum,
khatm ho jaye wajood jis k bina,wo fiza ki rawani ho tum......

2)khwab se khubsurat haqiqat ho tum
suhawni fiza si nadan ho tum
jisse rubru hokr hm khud ko khi kho bthe,
 madhoshi ki wo hasin dastan ho tum.......

3) ashiq to bht se honge tmhre,koi hmsa deewna mile to kehna,
jo tmhre ek ishare pr khud ko mita de,koi aisa parwana ho to kehna,
jo kar sake iss se behtar mohbbt ko bayan,aisa koi afsana ho to kehna...


4)alfazo or nagmo ka kya h
jazbaton mein bhete chle jao
mehfile yuhi chlti chli jayengi
dil k isharo ko smjh kr to dkho
din raat chahe guzrte chle jaye
hmse bat cheet yuhi chlti chli jayengi........


5) izhar e mhbt to nigahon se ki jati h,
in fsano ki numaish mehfilo mein ni ki jati,
beshak kisi k liye h  ye(mehfilen) kali raat aur kisi ko de jati h ye naam,
pr na jane kitne bhule bhatko ko jeene ka sabab h ye de jati .....


6)Jb hui thi aakhri mulakat hmre darmayan,
khne ko to bht kch tha mri jaan,
gar tmne bhi ki hoti kisi se mohabbt,
to jati tum meri dastan e khamoshi ko pehchan.....
 

7)Kisi se hme koi gila ni h ae galib,
Jnko hmne dil se chaha unhone bas iss duniya ka dastoor sikhaya h,
Waqt acha ho to dushman b gale se lgayega,
Gar na ho to khud ka saya b paraya h:-( 

8)Ek arsa hua unhe chhod kr gye hue,na jane kyu aj b ye dil udas h
Jante h ni ho skte wo hmare,fir bhi ankhiyon ko unse milne ki aas h,
Dukhi na hona ae dost,gar hum iss duniya se chle gye to aur,
Gar yad aye hmri to mil lena usse,kyuki hmra dil to na jane kbse usi k paas h...

9) Socha tha hoga ek haseen ashiyana apna
Dkha tha khwab ye hoga poora apn har sapna
Bhul btha tha khwab to hote h sheeshe k
Aksr ye tut jaya krte h
Aur hmjaise ashiq maikhano ki khak chhante paye jate h:-(


10)Unhne gar socha hota kbhi hmre bare mein,
To yun na katrate phn uthane mein,
Bina soche smjhe unhne keh diya tum ho hmri zndgi me srf dard phchane k liye,
Jbki hm to bhula dete the apna har dard unhe hasane k liye...

11)Kisi k paas waqt ni h hmse mlne ka,
To koi apne me itna mst h ki do pal ni h bat krne ko,
Kch to h apne ae galib,
Pr sochte h khi unko aur apna bnane kikoshish unhe paraya na bna de
:(

12)Yun to ishq hmne b kiya tha
Pr hal-e-dil use bayan na kar paye
Ek ishare ki umeed pe hmne apni umr kat di
Aur wo b inn ankho me chhupi mohbat kbi phchan na paye

13)Hmare pyar ki parakh kr ske aisi smjh usme h kha,
Usse chahne se jyada aur pak ibadat h kha,
Muh mod kr chl denge jis dn pta chlega use hmri chahat k bre me,
Hmari mohabat ki kadar jaan ske aisi kismat uski h kha..

14)Na jane hmse kya khata ho gyi,
Tum hmse ruth kar yuhi dur ho gyi,
Ek bar to btaya hota tmne hmre gunah k bre me,
Khuda kasam duniya chhod deta pr tmhe yu ruthne na deta........

15)Kaise unki ek anjane me ki gyi gustaakhi ye kamal kr dala,
Brso se jin aankhon mein sukha pda tha unko geela kar dala,
Kha unhne ki ek aadat ki wajah se tmhri aa gyi h duri,
Gustakh dil ne uss duri ko mitane k liye apne wajood ko hi badal dala....

16)Bas kch dino ki aur baat h wo hmse dur ho jayenge,
Kar di dastan-e-mohabat bayan to wo hme chhod kr chle jayenge,
Na keh paye to b chnd dno me hme bhul jayenge,
Kya karu kya ni kch khabr ni pr,
Khuda kasam gar ye ho gya to hm to jeetejee marjayenge...
:(

17)Unki izhar-e-mohbt ka hmne kiya brso intezar,
Iqrar to duur unhne mje ek br b yad tk na kiya mre yar,
Na jane reh gyi kami mri chahat me khi ya
yhi hotah anjam-e- pyar...
:(

18)Yun chhod k na jao hme ki tum bht yaad aogi,
Har mod, har raah me bas tm hi nazar aogi,
Hogi tmhhre lye ye bat bht chhoti si,
Pr hmri to jeene ki wajah hi khi kho jayegi....... 

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

BOOM BOOM!!!!!!!!HERE COMES 2012................

Dis year commencd in a rather strange way, d way i had not thought evn in ma dreams........
Well I can't really maslf understand how 2 explain how d day was,rather wld lik 2 say it was d most perfect start of d year.....
Well on dat day I read "REVOLUTION 2020".Well I maslf dnt know wt d hell connected me 2 d story,bt hell i was far 2 mch connected 2 it...
Started readin it on a normal note w/o even havin an idea how d hell it is goin 2 change ma lif........
D first bang on effect came wen in d prologue Mr.Bhagat says I hav 2 go in Mornin "aarti" & Gopal says dat was her name......
Means i had goosebumps wen i read it coz it was d most unexpected thing right at d start.......
Bt aftr readn dos lines I was prepard 2 expect d unexpected.And den d second bang came wen aarti confesses 2 gopal dat she was wth raghav , of course expected smthng lik dat only bt suddenly a thout stikd dat how can b 1 lik dat cnt undrstnd love of d past 5 or 6 years and can jst hook up in several mnths.....
And a frnd of past 10 years can nevr realy undrstnd dat wt his frnd wantd?????
Aywayz d biggst shock,or 1 can say explsion comes wen gopal's father die, I was lik
"Fuck........"
D guy had no 1 except his father,aarti and raghav......
Father gone, Aarti hooked up wth raghav, noone 2 turn 2,uncle ready 2 pounce on him, just 12th pass & d cherry on d cake was d debt of rs. 2 lakh........
All dese thouts kept on wanderin in ma mind & i was nt able 2 read aftr dat point......
Nevr in ma dreams i had tht dat a buk wld brng tears in ma eyes and dat also in juzz 108 pgs but it did......
Den after atlest 4 or 5 hrs i resumd readin d story went well after dat Gopal rised, Raghav not intentionaly bt tried 2 ruin his lif, Aarti came bck 2 his lif,had der momnts of intimacy, but d way he reachd d top he lets aarti go wth raghav & story endz on dis note......
I completd readn d buk around 12:30 am and d date was 2nd jan.......
And I wantd sum1 2 share ma felns wth but sadly didnt found any1.....
On d next day found 1,wntd 2 tell how d hell i was feelin bt prhaps d prsn was 2 bzy.......:-(
Anyways d immediate after effect of readn d buk ws dat:
I STARTED HATING D WORD LOVE OF WHICH I WAS PERHAPS 1 OF D BIGGST ADVOCATES...
Dat night several questins wer hoverin ovr ma mind......
Does d wrd 'luv' really do exist???
Or just success is d parameter of gttin luv???
If raghav was nt in BHU wld aarti have had dis 'special relation' wid him or Gopal wld nt hav risn ,AArti wld hav givn damn on him???
Does jst lack of givin 1s tim can change d feelins???
and d lst is neva endin bt no answers................
02/01/2012 was d  1st tym in ma lif I was badly in need of sum1 wth whom I cld share how was i feelin........
Bt I thnk dis is lif, Wen u need jst any damn prsn 2 b beside u ironically u r standin alone in d crowd.............
STRANGE................