Dis year commencd in a rather strange way, d way i had not thought evn in ma dreams........
Well I can't really maslf understand how 2 explain how d day was,rather wld lik 2 say it was d most perfect start of d year.....
Well on dat day I read "REVOLUTION 2020".Well I maslf dnt know wt d hell connected me 2 d story,bt hell i was far 2 mch connected 2 it...
Started readin it on a normal note w/o even havin an idea how d hell it is goin 2 change ma lif........
D first bang on effect came wen in d prologue Mr.Bhagat says I hav 2 go in Mornin "aarti" & Gopal says dat was her name......
Means i had goosebumps wen i read it coz it was d most unexpected thing right at d start.......
Bt aftr readn dos lines I was prepard 2 expect d unexpected.And den d second bang came wen aarti confesses 2 gopal dat she was wth raghav , of course expected smthng lik dat only bt suddenly a thout stikd dat how can b 1 lik dat cnt undrstnd love of d past 5 or 6 years and can jst hook up in several mnths.....
And a frnd of past 10 years can nevr realy undrstnd dat wt his frnd wantd?????
Aywayz d biggst shock,or 1 can say explsion comes wen gopal's father die, I was lik
"Fuck........"
D guy had no 1 except his father,aarti and raghav......
Father gone, Aarti hooked up wth raghav, noone 2 turn 2,uncle ready 2 pounce on him, just 12th pass & d cherry on d cake was d debt of rs. 2 lakh........
All dese thouts kept on wanderin in ma mind & i was nt able 2 read aftr dat point......
Nevr in ma dreams i had tht dat a buk wld brng tears in ma eyes and dat also in juzz 108 pgs but it did......
Den after atlest 4 or 5 hrs i resumd readin d story went well after dat Gopal rised, Raghav not intentionaly bt tried 2 ruin his lif, Aarti came bck 2 his lif,had der momnts of intimacy, but d way he reachd d top he lets aarti go wth raghav & story endz on dis note......
I completd readn d buk around 12:30 am and d date was 2nd jan.......
And I wantd sum1 2 share ma felns wth but sadly didnt found any1.....
On d next day found 1,wntd 2 tell how d hell i was feelin bt prhaps d prsn was 2 bzy.......:-(
Anyways d immediate after effect of readn d buk ws dat:
I STARTED HATING D WORD LOVE OF WHICH I WAS PERHAPS 1 OF D BIGGST ADVOCATES...
Dat night several questins wer hoverin ovr ma mind......
Does d wrd 'luv' really do exist???
Or just success is d parameter of gttin luv???
If raghav was nt in BHU wld aarti have had dis 'special relation' wid him or Gopal wld nt hav risn ,AArti wld hav givn damn on him???
Does jst lack of givin 1s tim can change d feelins???
and d lst is neva endin bt no answers................
02/01/2012 was d 1st tym in ma lif I was badly in need of sum1 wth whom I cld share how was i feelin........
Bt I thnk dis is lif, Wen u need jst any damn prsn 2 b beside u ironically u r standin alone in d crowd.............
STRANGE................
Well I can't really maslf understand how 2 explain how d day was,rather wld lik 2 say it was d most perfect start of d year.....
Well on dat day I read "REVOLUTION 2020".Well I maslf dnt know wt d hell connected me 2 d story,bt hell i was far 2 mch connected 2 it...
Started readin it on a normal note w/o even havin an idea how d hell it is goin 2 change ma lif........
D first bang on effect came wen in d prologue Mr.Bhagat says I hav 2 go in Mornin "aarti" & Gopal says dat was her name......
Means i had goosebumps wen i read it coz it was d most unexpected thing right at d start.......
Bt aftr readn dos lines I was prepard 2 expect d unexpected.And den d second bang came wen aarti confesses 2 gopal dat she was wth raghav , of course expected smthng lik dat only bt suddenly a thout stikd dat how can b 1 lik dat cnt undrstnd love of d past 5 or 6 years and can jst hook up in several mnths.....
And a frnd of past 10 years can nevr realy undrstnd dat wt his frnd wantd?????
Aywayz d biggst shock,or 1 can say explsion comes wen gopal's father die, I was lik
"Fuck........"
D guy had no 1 except his father,aarti and raghav......
Father gone, Aarti hooked up wth raghav, noone 2 turn 2,uncle ready 2 pounce on him, just 12th pass & d cherry on d cake was d debt of rs. 2 lakh........
All dese thouts kept on wanderin in ma mind & i was nt able 2 read aftr dat point......
Nevr in ma dreams i had tht dat a buk wld brng tears in ma eyes and dat also in juzz 108 pgs but it did......
Den after atlest 4 or 5 hrs i resumd readin d story went well after dat Gopal rised, Raghav not intentionaly bt tried 2 ruin his lif, Aarti came bck 2 his lif,had der momnts of intimacy, but d way he reachd d top he lets aarti go wth raghav & story endz on dis note......
I completd readn d buk around 12:30 am and d date was 2nd jan.......
And I wantd sum1 2 share ma felns wth but sadly didnt found any1.....
On d next day found 1,wntd 2 tell how d hell i was feelin bt prhaps d prsn was 2 bzy.......:-(
Anyways d immediate after effect of readn d buk ws dat:
I STARTED HATING D WORD LOVE OF WHICH I WAS PERHAPS 1 OF D BIGGST ADVOCATES...
Dat night several questins wer hoverin ovr ma mind......
Does d wrd 'luv' really do exist???
Or just success is d parameter of gttin luv???
If raghav was nt in BHU wld aarti have had dis 'special relation' wid him or Gopal wld nt hav risn ,AArti wld hav givn damn on him???
Does jst lack of givin 1s tim can change d feelins???
and d lst is neva endin bt no answers................
02/01/2012 was d 1st tym in ma lif I was badly in need of sum1 wth whom I cld share how was i feelin........
Bt I thnk dis is lif, Wen u need jst any damn prsn 2 b beside u ironically u r standin alone in d crowd.............
STRANGE................
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