Addiction

Its sd dat & I also b4 a few mnths usd 2 thnk dat luv ws d most addictiv thng 2 happn bt des few mnths hav chngd my thts cmpletly. Addiction cn b of a prsn 2 yt nt luv.How dis happnd yet its impossible 4 me 2 undrstnd.Smtymz I jst sit alone & try 2 jst ponder wts dis is it jst infactuatin or luv or anythin else & d ans, I gt is jst its 'd addiction'.And being luv d mst addictive thng till mrch of 2011 I ws wth it.

Bt suddenly der was a flash anywayz dis' flash' entrd ma lif in strtin of feb bt it strtd showin its efect during march mid & april strtin.Its jst amazin how jst smbdy u did'nt evn thnk of maks suddn reentry in ur lif & zoop! gts mixed up wth u lik salt in water lik u knew each othr frm yrs & yrs bt dis is only ma syd of story.Dat syd der ws nthin lik dat feelin wt i thnk.It ws 'Jst Frnz' ,d mst cmmn wrd 2 show 'Dnt dare 2 thnk anythin lik dat'.

And den aftr few weeks jst gets vanished frm ur lif or remains bt jst in ur thts & jst showin sm gestres well I m here smwhere.

I am nt here 2 blame dat prsn bt smtyms I jst fail 2 undrstnd smtyms sm people jst cum in ur lif trans4ms it or tun it arnd 180 degrees and den jst fail 2 undrstnd wt dey hv done to our lives........

I thnk addiction of othr types r far bttr dan dis type wen its of luv u r on d svnth sky or of any othr lik drugs etc. u cn tk d dosage any tym u want or u 2 hav d rehab cntrs 4 u.Bt in dis u r jst restless,frustrtd; smbdy's playin on ur mind wthout der physical presence in ur lif & d hell u can't do anythin.

Well I thnk probably D 1 sittin above jst wntd 2 show me dat 'BOY! dus is wt is calld addiction'!!!!!

And d wst part is I m hatin it lik a hell & yet cnt do anythin abt it!!!

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DIS IS 'ADDICTION' & IS GOIN 2 B WTH ME ALL MA LIF SO ITS BTTR I SHLD JST ACCEPT IT & JST TRY 2 LIV WTH IT IN A POSITIVE MANNR